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Happy CNY 2012

2012-01-22T10:22:00.002-06:00

Long time since i blogged? well, i haven been taking photos these days, hence there isnt much photos to plaster here.life is well. normal.[ to be honest, my life is boring. i spend most of my time working or reading korean. ok and shopping-can't do without this]AnyhowHappy CNY all:)never a fan of visiting but these days, i kinda value the yearly visiting. And its a blessing to be doing yearly

그저 한번씩 나 이렇게 남모르게 울면되요

2011-12-26T09:03:00.002-06:00

Being on leave is a good feeling.Been a while since i felt this slack.Bought 2 korean books today but doubt they will reach me in time. Korean classes will only start in may probably..so i am a lil disappointed. I miss korean. LOLAnyhow, what i need to do over the next week or so is either chain myself or hide my credit cards.The damage done had been tooo great.December is nearing an end. Somehow

Lea Michele - Auld Lang Syne - New Year's Eve

2011-12-23T09:54:00.001-06:00

watched this movie recently. the drama aside, it was a pretty nice and simple movie. the cliche song aside, i really love this singer's voice. i actually teared watching this scene.. well it's the festive season. And i am on leave till next year... so no complaints:) these days, i need to find joy in the simplest thing and learn to let go.Merry Xmas and Happy New year all..

2011-12-16T10:32:00.002-06:00

i used to love december. cos it's my bday and it'ss near Christmas.but somehow this year, december just does'nt seem righttoo much on my mind. stuff to worry about. so tired actually. and feeling so low about stuff. (all my blog posts recently like so emo hur?)miss reading korean.miss going to town to shop.maybe i shall just do that tomorrowand not think of anything else

on partings

2011-12-02T08:38:00.002-06:00

with some many partings in life sometimes i think i am colder these days. but then again, i have always being pretty morbid and weird. haha but sometimes u really wonder, who stays and who goes. perhaps now is all that matters.

2011-11-24T09:08:00.001-06:00

disillusioned adj having lost one's ideals, illusions, or false ideas about someone or something; disenchanted

mid 20s crisis

2011-11-22T08:22:00.002-06:00

well i guess i just gotta appreciate every little thing good in life right now

Hello

2011-11-14T08:56:00.000-06:00

hello kaya! Photos from wedding.I am suddenly motivated to work hard! yay!i dont mean towards wedding. i mean work as in work.lol

Phuket with love

2011-11-04T11:07:00.000-05:00

Finally had the time and dilligence to upload some pics. the Goh, no wait the TAN, this one for you. our favourite noodle.. taste like the one we found in krabi...found it in phuket town along with the pork noodles..OMG miss it already so many bowls. but so satisfying. no, no stomach upset. i tink i have overcome the fear of roadside food in thailand. beautiful sea n scenery. but check out the

THE GOH

2011-11-04T10:32:00.000-05:00

OMGOMG one of my bestest friend has fallen too!!!!SO HAPPY FOR YOU..and its like the first time i feel so happy for someone when i hear such news.BUT ITS SO FUNNY tooooooooooooo..so sorry but just funny..HAHAHAHAwe better go more places before u bcum a MRS :p

Blues

2011-10-29T05:46:00.000-05:00

Back from Phuket and Krabi. So much pancakes, tom yum goong and basil rice. But not complaining. It has been the most relaxing and blissful week...away from work and all the worries and stress in life, sleep song song, and eating a pig load.First time with the siao ehs for a trip but i think we are still friends:p and good travel mates too.We now know there are people stuck in the Eating GOH

SPCA

2011-10-09T01:42:00.002-05:00

I think i am getting more and more lazy. or maybe i use work as an excuse that i am too busy to do any other stuff. Hve not been exercising for the longest of time. Have stopped korean but prolly will resume next year. Have not been reading. Just sleeping and stoning.Oh well.Met up with the old RJ clique because the rabbit returns from NYC,This So6B getting more and more atas. Last time go Ghim

2011-09-23T22:37:00.002-05:00

goh goh n teoteo with chan chan. its been a while since i took photos. its time to do something to the hair. :xno wait, actually the face too.have not had the time to just sit and surf net and do nothing for a while. (although i think most prolly will be going to office later to finish the unfinished stuff.) did i mention i like saturday? i take back my words now. lol. oh well. its been one hell

2011-09-19T09:36:00.000-05:00

so what now?

2011-09-15T10:06:00.002-05:00

stupid internet was down for 2 weeks..omgi think everytime i write here. its really like i am feeling down. these days, its feeling unusually ugly, incompetent and dumb. sometimes i wonder how i stay so zen in front of others. and i have mixed feelings about alot of stuff...:x

2011-09-04T02:02:00.000-05:00

사란들은 힘든 일을 겪기 마련이다. ..>.<

2011-08-29T11:17:00.000-05:00

Some random pictures to brighten up an otherwise seemigly depressing blog. horror of horror i am in a good mood today despite the lousy day at work. sigh. Dont really feel like taking photos thee days so yea, not much to post these days either. instagram is quite fun. lol. just in case people dont remember how i look like. i think i have aged. i found a white hair today at work. and i am a lil

2011-08-28T09:40:00.002-05:00

this is such a random post because right now, i am a lil frustrated with the stuff i have to learn and the amount that actually gets registered. i think i need some gingko nut. sometimes i amuse myself. my mood swing reminds me sometimes of those graph i see on DV every morning. LOL anyway the twitter is now private so i can scold more people. maybe i shall deactivate FB soon too. that aside,

2011-08-19T09:47:00.002-05:00

feeling extremely like a piece of crap for the whole of today. i guess i have been unusually strange these days. maybe its the overwhelming stuff to pick up at work. or the overwhelming stuff outside work to cope with. feel so bad for being a tad off today and towards people. or maybe its the recurring pangs of guilt. sometimes i dont even know whats wrong with myself and why i am feeling so

2011-08-10T09:49:00.001-05:00

서울을 많아 그리워서 올해도 갈 거예요? 아마...

do u know what's worth fighting for

2011-08-08T21:12:00.000-05:00

growing to like dempsey . some random photos while playing with the phone last night. manicure, a good dinner, friends and bens and jerry:)the tuesday holiday is a small respite despite being awaken by the monster. haiz.. but for some reason, i like how the day kept me busy till it's time to end work. it keeps my mind from wandering too much. ok i would like to type long grandma stories but i

being positive

2011-08-05T09:51:00.001-05:00

its friday so i am unusually positive. ok so we might be going to krabi.. i hope we will still be friends *credits to the siao ey for this picture. *credits to the hiao ey for this picture.that aside, this week has gotta be one of the more stressful one ever..(sigh nvr got so many pimples at one go..lol)on an unsually positive note ( i think they call it split personality), i should be thankful

긴 길이

2011-08-01T09:30:00.003-05:00

i guess i figured that if life's gonna be like this for the next few yrs( spending a good part of my life at work), i better start figuring out what is it that really matters to me and learn to let go and give some stuff up.which should not be too hard to figure out right?난 지금 더 행복하니?

2011-07-28T08:23:00.002-05:00

i think i need better time management. (ok i haf given myself 5 min to blog).i don't even know what i do these days. Time just seems to pass by so fast. even at work.sighz. and i really hate the sun. or maybe its the stupid respirator giving me so much skin irritation.on a lighter note, i am now a iphone user, but the sad thing is, i dont even have the time ( u see, poor time management again) to

2011-07-22T10:43:00.000-05:00

its been such a long weekk...yet on the other hand, time seems to pass by way too fastjust glad its saturday. cos saturday is a long day and a stress-free day:)

one way street

2011-07-19T07:19:00.005-05:00

Sitting with some random music (today shall be savage garden..courtesy of S2) stoning and doing nothing is a luxury. i give myself 15 more min. lol..when i buy a house next time ( if i mean) i am gonna make sure it has a nice balcony for me to n lie and stone with the sky above me. OMG such melancholy thoughts. ( ok THE GOH i am thinking of your balcony now. i should be your neighbour la..)i

아름다운 한강

2011-07-14T07:58:00.003-05:00

credits to http://www.thetravelword.com가을에는 한강을 가는데 좋은일이 이잖아~하지만 올해가 가지못해, 조금 아쉽다! 요즘 일때문에 아무도 못해는데![ for lovers of korea *ahem..the TEO* autumn will be a good time to visit the han river]so busy with work these days, i dont even have the motivation or urge to do anything..(like filling in forms, meeting friends...sian]

Linkin Park - Iridescent [HD] - from Transformers: Dark of the Moon

2011-07-11T07:51:00.000-05:00

Linkin park! always the emo lyrics... tsktskDo you feel cold and lost in desperationyou build up hope, but failure's all you've knownremember all the sadness and frustration and let it go, let it go.

2011-07-08T08:44:00.004-05:00

and finally. for what felt like the longest and most unbearable week, its friday. phew. so much to sort out at work, so much to sort out in my mind.no wonder they say, there's nothing time can't take away...someday i believe all the negative thoughts will fade and things will go back to the way they were..i can't help but feel i am really such a terrible person at times. I think i need to deal

우리 기회가 없어?

2011-07-02T21:17:00.005-05:00

오늘까지만 너를 그저 바라만 보다내일은 널 잊겠다고 다짐한다지금은 어떻게 해야해는지 정말 모르겠어.. 가슴이 아프고 "왜요" 그건 생각을 항상 나와서 잠을 잘 자지 못해.... 이렇게 좋아해요? 나한테 존경을 아무도 없네요? 한순간도 없어요? 왜요? 왜 그렇게 속이다? 제발 나에게 좋은 대답을 주세요...후회해? 아마... 혹시 당신은 처음에는 알수없어..혹시 처음부터 실수가 있잖아..이제 믿음, 내사랑을 다시 떨이지가봐....다시 사라져요...하지만 너의 미소와 사랑을 도 그리워요...정말 아쉬워요..우리 기회가 없어?어떻게 다시 믿는데 가르쳐 주세요...

Keri Hilson - Knock You Down ft. Kanye West, Ne-Yo

2011-07-02T03:14:00.002-05:00

Cause we had it, we were magicI was flying, now I'm crashingI think my baby love this song too... he seems to sleep whenever i blast this song leh.. lol (and my baby is the one in the previous post..better clarify )

좋았던 기억만 가져가라

2011-07-02T02:53:00.002-05:00

Meet my new love (ok we share a love hate relationship..lol)he follows me around most of the time when my brother is not at home ( apparently i am no 2 on his "people i like list") but ok la, most of the time it is so cute that i cant even be angry with not ( HE CHEWED MY KATE SPADE BAG and MY HAZEL CAN)take the good with the bad, the happy with the sad.one can't always expect things to be all

2011-07-01T09:51:00.005-05:00

Like strangers we meet, like strangers we part waysthere are so many people you cross path with, so many people who linger for such a short moment in our lives...its been a hell of a week.jaded. it's like i got another stab on a pretty fresh wound. ouch.but i guess life's like this. like a test. to see how much you can endure before you fall.Sometimes love comes around And it knocks you down Just

Already Gone

2011-06-26T11:23:00.001-05:00

Kept hearing this song and wasnt able to get the title and singer. This post is gonna be totally random. I intended it to be in korean but given that its 12 am now... heh. if i do it in korean, i will need 2 hrs. Anyhow, am on leave to slack before it's time to move on to a fresh new start again. A year of so many changes and fresh new start. heh. but each time i look back, i don't have the

So juvenile

2011-06-11T10:27:00.001-05:00

And so i am done...The exam was well.... i think as u age, u start finding exams juvenile. Gonna miss taking korean for a while..but i guess, gotta focus on some other things in life at the moment. Will get back to korean in time to come cos i am still in love with it. Come to think about it, maybe i shd have majored in like Korean Language and history. I would prolly do better than engineering.

decisions

2011-06-04T21:59:00.003-05:00

i came to realise i am hopelessly stubborn at times. Giving up on things in life sux. So often, i lapse back to the thoughts of holding on to them. By the way, this refers to the general context of life rather than certain specific things if you are wondering or thinking too much.anyhow, i think i make things complex for myself all the time.I think(haha) i think alot. Well if i don't, then i

2011-05-27T11:02:00.001-05:00

Fri and Sat.The only two days of the week i like.

My world

2011-05-23T09:55:00.003-05:00

sometimes..when people start talking or rather too many people talk in office, i turn on the ipod. and didnt help i was super frustrated with the stupid laptop today. i got this ancient avril's lyrics stuck to my head now. those were the younger days of avril and teenage years of angst and emo-ing huh.You know I always stay up without sleepingAnd think to myself"Where do I belong foreverIn whose

재미있다!

2011-05-22T05:28:00.004-05:00

우선 여러분들은 google translate 믿을수 없어. hahaha그래서 난 쓰는 글은 google translate의 의미를 비해서 다르다.[dont trust google translate cos it often gives a different meaning from what i write. in fact it is so screwed up. hahaha.quite funny. ]지금은 복잡한 마음에 어떻게 해야해 정말 모르겠어~어떤 선택을 맞죠? 어떤 선택을 틀려요?I shall stop torturing u all now.relatively relaxing weekend finally. gonna try to finish up all that needs to be done at work

Heavy Words?

2011-05-15T09:58:00.004-05:00